call us outdated-suaku-ignorant or what.
cause me and xh just found out a terrible truth until today. =/
actually sort of heard some rumuors spreading around last time but we chose not to believe?
cause we still treat you as our friend..
until today when we read your blog in school then we realised that for all the whole last year, we aren't reciprocated the same way as we feel for you.
but well at least we now know what you really felt from the bottom of your heart.
felt quite speechless upon reading but i guess i'm not affected as much since i've alr had mental preparation.
din felt really sad maybe becos i'm not that close to you before but i could still rmb vividly one thing you last told me..
you said you'll be there for your friends when they need your support.
but since we are classified as only your classmates, what more can i say?
just hope this thing can soon be forgotten and xh, dun think too much about it le! i'll still be there for you.. (:

not today;
5:54 PM;

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

it's schoolday again on the third day of chinese new year.. ><
nearly overslept this morning and dread gg to school one!
somemore the first period is PE la.. ppl stomach still full of new year goodies still ask us go run? =X ran for two rounds and i alr felt cmi le.. but lucky it was a circuit set so dun need run 6 rounds straight if not i think i'll just faint on the spot. then both my legs were like suffering from muscles ache for the whole day can.

then went for econs lecture.
everything was still very normal until when taihuat told me one econs teacher wants to see me? =O haix because of my dyed hair. ><
why must she be so observant one.. T.T then she asked me to do something about it and i just told her to get it done over the weekend? ahhh just dyed my hair for only 5 days and i'm soo reluctant to dye it back again la! -.-
haha then felt quite relieved when ms rahman said my hair colour was not that obvious cause i initially thought that i'd get a scolding from her! =O
lol she even recommended me to buy those black hair spray to cover some parts of my hair? hahaha. :D but i'm still contemplating what i should do! haix think i'll wait till the weekend then go think about it bah... ><

next up it's tennis friendly match with YJC!
today's sun was super scorching that i nearly got tanned into roasted pig again la. =/ had training first before the YJ people came at around 4.
then coach paired me up with xiuhan dar! hehe. ^^ thought she would play singles one.. ours was the second doubles which was the fourth game then we were like waiting for quite long for our turn since the previous matches took quite long.. then became nervous for no reason again when its gg to be our turn to play. =x lol then me and xh kena that curly hair girl whom stephanie dread most to play with? but in the end she still got the girl to play with her for her singles. haha. ok i'd say our match with them, we could have done better one!! at first we were leading one by 2 games i think then dunno why they suddenly caught up. =x felt quite stressed la cause one of them was like inexperienced one so could have played well against them de.. haha oh yah one funny thing happened during the match la! i accidentally hit the ball at xh's butt! LOL! omg everyone including the YJ ppl was like laughing lor.. haha so sorry to my xh dar for violating her butt indirectly.. xD hmm so in the end we won them by a slight margin? argghh still think we could have done better one! though we won but still felt abit ashamed since we didn't do our utmost best. =X haha nonetheless we still won! *claps!* ^^ shall improve and play well for the next match!

omg my muscles ache are getting worst now..
hope tml it will turn out fine.. =/

not today;
10:35 PM;

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

HAPPY NIU YEAR~
yay went to alot of relatives' places on the first day! ate alot of good food each time and its like just a few hours before i eat again! =O haha but once in a year should be ok bah.. this year celebration at my uncle's house was not as lively as before cause quite a no. of people never come.. heard from my mum that some are either sick or not free.. ><
so i watched new year programmes for the entire day...

gg to marina later to have my first ride on the singapore flyer!! woohoo~
hope it'd be fun! :D

not today;
11:23 AM;

not today;
11:12 AM;

Saturday, January 24, 2009

had chinese new year celebration yesterday.
supposingly it's a house friday and everyone should wear their own hse tee to school one but i forgot. =/ only realised it when i'm reaching the mrt station and i can't get back home to change... felt quite odd cause i'm the only one in class not wearing house tee. T.T 3hours of lecture plus lesson passed rather fast and then it was the celebration! overall the performance was ok only bah..
after which went for tutition at night. oh ya met yanhua jie before that to collect my pandan egg rolls from her! :D opened and ate it the moment i reached home and it taste really good! hehe i think it's worth buying~^^

and yeah i dyed my hair today!! -woots- ^^
lol had the sudden urge to dye since chinese new year is around the corner?
haha hope my new hair colour will have a great brand new year ahead for me! xD in addition i bought acash too since audition is having new year sales plus i've alr set my eyes on some nice clothes! hesitated for quite a long time and even on my way to lot 1 to buy but in the end i still couldn't curb my temptation. =X but i guess it'll be my last time buying virtual cash..

i can't wait for tml to come! :D

not today;
8:27 PM;

Thursday, January 22, 2009

lolol school today was full of laughter cause our class had gone through a very enriching civics lesson. (:
though it was GP for the entire day but i guess today lessons were light and relaxing..lol maybe because of some topics which we had discussed in class.. first ms rahman talked and shared with us some topics regarding how human stem cell research was morally unacceptable and the process of abortion. -.- oh my gosh and the abortion part was really super disgusting.. didn't know until today that the process was by using a scissors to cut the dead foetus inside the mother's womb and then vacuumed the ruined pieces out. felt terribly disgusted upon hearing and i'll never ever do this to destroy an innocent human life in my life!! T.T
ok then after which was civics lesson and it was on sexuality education. =O
hmm was quite surprised that ms rahman would be so open about the topic. she wanted us to write a question each but i couldn't think of one. ><
so instead we brainstormed tgt in class about some of the qns. LOL but that zhihao super expert so he can clear all our doubts? hahaa. but the atmosphere was quite awkward though. then the bball guys came up with more other weird qns too.. lol too awkward that idk how to describe..

and though there's still 3h of lessons tml but i'm still anticipating for the festive CNY celebration to come! hope the performance will turn out to be great..^^ cheers~

not today;
4:11 PM;

Saturday, January 17, 2009

FINALLY it's the weekend! woohoo~ =D
it's the time i've been longing for since school term starts!
but these no-school-days are so short!! why can't the weekend have more days instead of just only 2 days? T_T
and i think i haven't been getting a good night sleep since this week.
last time during the hols would normally wake up at 10plus to 11 but now it's 6am every weekday without fail! omg that is a deprivation of nearly 4hrs of my beauty sleep ok. -.-

and. and. the new school time-table doesn't seem very good too.
MON: lesson ends at 1645 after PE. then now still have tennis sdl straight that until 7pm. tuition at 9 so that means i can't go back home first to clean up and change before tuition-ing? ><
i guess this is the most tiring day for me.
TUE: not that bad since school ends around 2plus i think. (:
WED: lessons plus tennis training until 1630 and i'll be equally tired after this day too.
THUR: not a bad day too except that it's GP for the entire day.. GP GP GP!! sooner or later it'll bore me to death. =O
FRI: lessons plus training again until 1630. then have to rush back home to bathe and eat before tuition starts. -.-
SAT: training in the morning after cny!! =/ and that means no enough sleep for me agn except for sundays.
zzz. why is life so busy for me?! =(

BUT, overall school is still fun with my classmates except for the hectic timetable. i guess 0108 can bond better now after one year. (:

haiz okay. back to some happy things~
went shopping with my xiuhan dar today! =D
lol you may think why we would have the time to shop again but since it's the weekend so we should at least relax ourselves right? xD
anyway since xh wants to buy something from wallet shop so i just accompany her lor.. but i know it'll never turn out to be she's the only one to buy things cause i bought a handful of things too! ^^ lolol~
hmm bought one t-shirt, hp stickers, a decorative item to be secured on our shoelaces (find it super cool! xD) and some cosmetics at sale! hehe. but still as usual, xh bought a far lot of things as compared to me.. hahaha.
oh yes. she keep teasing me the moment she found the chance to do so lah. T.T but nonetheless we've made a pact to help each other out so fine we are both at quits now! -.- hoho.

not today;
4:50 PM;

Sunday, January 11, 2009

lol one funny thing happened today.
i nearly jumped out from my seat when my mum let out a sudden shriek in the kitchen? =O
omg i was so curious so i immediately ran into the kitchen to check out,
and only to find out that she was actually frightened by some prawns? LOL.
cause my mum was cutting the prawns' legs and she said one of them jumped up!
haha dun really believe what she said intially cause i suppose it should already be dead by the time they were brought back from the market? x)
haha super funny la then my dad also came and said he also want to test out the prawns' reaction so i stood a distance away from him with my sis.
then he picked up one prawn and use the scissor to cut its legs (ka cha!)
and omg the prawn body really jumped the moment its legs were snipped and the movement was so big that it splashed some water droplets on me.
LOL i thought it was going to jump onto me then i screamed like shyt. =/
then i watched my dad continue to snip the prawns again and it looked really very tong ku laa ><
haha struggling so hard under my dad's hand but still can't escape it's fate. x)
haa now i think it sounds so ridiculous to be frightened by just a prawn luh. o.O
but nvm, woohoo i'm still gonna enjoy those ill-fated big prawns tonight! yum yum~ ^^


oh yeah i guess i shall announce in advance that this blog of mine will be dead in just one day's time. T.T

not today;
2:36 PM;

Saturday, January 10, 2009

bleah.
school is gg to reopen in just like two days time?
i still haven finish all my hmks yet
i still haven prepare myself mentally and physically for school yet
i still haven enjoy myself enough for the holidays yet
i still haven help my audi character lvl up yet
most importantly, i'm still not ready for A levels yet!
awwwwwwwwwww. =/

oh yupp. dunno why i'd feel troubled for no reason recently but i guess it's just that i'm too concerned about the friends around me~
so stay strong, my darling
i am always free to lend a listening ear to you. (:
and i think i've learn alot from you instead! lolol <33

plus not to forget someone..
you are my best accomplice ever~ ^^
and the BEST son too!
- It is not flesh and blood, but heart which makes us mother and son.
You are my sonshine. (:

not today;
3:29 PM;

Thursday, January 8, 2009

sometimes life can get complicated huh?
regardless of relationships, families or friends
there'll always be some troubles circulating your life.
just realised one big thing and that is
i think that i'm quite good in giving other people advice (i'm always willing to do so if they ask me)
this may seems like a piece of cake but
when it comes to my own problems,
i am just an ordinary and hopeless person who can't rationale well
maybe not even knowing how to differentiate what's wrong or correct at all. =.=
suddenly thought of the days in the past which perhaps left a deep impression in my heart.
the times when i need to receive couselling for some matters..
i guess that's life and we are bound to meet with ups and downs
so i'll just live on with my life and wait for some beautiful miracles to happen~~

not today;
11:06 PM;

not today;
5:07 PM;

Monday, January 5, 2009

went to chinatown yesterday with my parents to buy new year goodies! :D
lol everytime go out with them sure eat and shop, eat and shop.. ><
eat until i'm beginning to feel that i am getting fatter each day. =.=
hate myself for succumbing to temptation so easily.. ahh!

omg somemore today got chalet 3D2N.. gonna eat alot again? T.T
gonna buck up and work hard towards study and controlling my diet soon~

not today;
11:20 AM;

Saturday, January 3, 2009

went shopping again with xiuhan ytd.
and she is really a JOKE. hahaha...
didn't thought such absurd thing could actually happen to our outing.
she was trapped in her house cause there's no keys left in her hse?
made me wait for her at the bus stop for almost 45 mins. ><
and my mood also went up and down while waiting.
one time she called to say there may be hope that she will be free then the other moment she called again to inform me the dreadful news that there's no hope anymore. so getting abit impatient, i phoned my mummy to come down tgt with my sis and meet me instead since she just mentioned she wanted to go jurong point that morning. lol at that moment i was wondering lucky mummy mentioned she wanted to go if not i think i would just have to go home and rot. T_T
but who knows xh called again the moment i hung up and broke the good news again?! wahh this is sooo unbelievable can...
then called my mum again that she dun need to come liao and she scolded me for letting her happy for nothing. =/ lols.

ok then went to jurong point which is really very huge, to shop shop!
lucky for me i didn't brought back nothing cause i managed to buy my clothes! ^^


`` and chalet is in 2 days time. just packed abit of my clothes.. i'm soo anticipating the BBQ~ xD

not today;
3:28 PM;

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

woohoo watched my very first movie of 2009 with my sis today! :D
BEDTIME STORIES!! ^^
it's quite a nice movie and funny one too. lol love the guinea pig! it's sooo super cute with its super big eyes! O.O

new year's resolution:
- score good results for A levels
- forget all my troubles and rmb only the happiness! :D

not today;
8:57 PM;